How I met with movies

My passion are movies. Its the perfect way for me to escape from reality. Movies have a great effect on me and sometimes i completely lose in the pictured worlds. Imagining myself in Hobbit, Star Wars or Indiana Jones is so fascinating. A long time ago when i was like 4 years old my first cinematographical experience was Madagascar 3. I didnt really enjoy the film because i was sick and i had to go to the toilet in every 10 minutes. So me and my father decided to go home. This incident didnt stop me from being a huge movie fan. So my father one day decided to play his old Star Wars DVD s for me on a calm weekend. And that day he changed my life forever. I was amazed, shocked, excited and in any meaning completely in love with the universe. After the first film i thought i was a jedi. I randomly tried to move things with my own mind without even touching them. On a Carnival in my primary school i dressed as Luke Skywalker and i felt so good in my costume. But Star Wars wasnt my only movie experience. Thank to my father he introduced me to the world of classical space sci-fi horror. One afternoon he told me i am mature enough to watch the first Alien movie. I was so scared but it was amazing. At the same day I asked him to watch the second Alien movie too. He agreed and I was so happy for that day. Indiana Jones and other classics played a big role in my life and they helped me to escape from the evil world i experienced as a little kid,my kindergarten years was not the best in my life but these movies helped to make it more colorful and made my relationship with my father even stronger. For so many years i didnt even watch movies only catched some scenes from the TV from some trash series. Even if i wanted to wath a movie my parents sent me to bed saying it was too late. My movie culture ressurected after I got my first tablet. And I started to watch movies again regarding the Harry Potter series, Jurassic Park, Jurassic World, Now You See Me. Since then I have seen countless movies and i cant even name them all. Sometimes i have to rewatch them to remember the little details.

How my style changed through the years

Nowadays my style and approach to movies have completely changed. Now i appreciate movies with deeper meanings, sometimes ununderstandable for the first watch. These are called art-films. Like the Taste of the cherry this movie deals with the meaning of life, the question of suicide and the essence of religion. Or i can name Andrei Tarkovsky a Russian film director whose films are absolutely stunning for example Mirror or the Stalker where our characters are looking for a place where everything they wish comes true but their path is difficult and dramatic potraying the everlasting longing for our desires.

Andrei Tarkovsky

My new way of understanding

Cinema is art. And i realized this when i was not just looking at the movie but actually watching it. Sometimes I imagine the camera recording the character and how many cameras there are from different point of views. Its a diffucult thing to act and record at the same time. And also there is the director who sometimes not just controll the recordings but write the story of the movie. My approach made a 360 degree turn to movies when i first paid attention to the director and who he actually is in his personal life and movie caarer. When you understand one directors style and what details he likes to put in his movies you can not unsee it. For me when I realized this, movies became paintings and art pieces with actual painters. Beauty flowed through my hearth and movies taught me life and how it works how to deal with people and how beautiful the world is. My favourite directors are Stanley Kubrick, Steven Spielberg, Christopher Nolan, Ridley Scott, James Cameron and more.

Movies effect on me and my passion for writing

Movies are not just videos with no meaning. They are actual stories required excelent writing skills. Monologues and dialogues. And I was wondering if i can make a story on my own with my own characters. And this is how i started to write. Because i like art movies first i started with just bringing up questions about life and I started to search for answers and write my own ideas down on the paper. And i started to fill my characters with my own opinions and understandings so this is how they born. And then write a little story about them how they argue, disagree and complain about life.